rekod buruk???

dis wik (esok for exact) ade interbiu di pontian so dis nite after abie reach home, we r gonna rush to balik pontian..ekceli i was thinking to go back dis morning & ponteng keje today n tomoro.. mean dat aku balek wif Altamis & without abie.. but after thinking a few sec, abie ask me to wait 4 him.. yer la dia risau gak isteri balek ngan anak je.. sian abie kene amik mc lagi.. he said seem like dia got bad record la 4 his attendance dis month.. yer la las wik baru je balik BP tengok nenek abie saket.. dis wik lak aku ade interbiu kat pontian.. ohhh byknye mileage..

ntah la.. rasa cam kosong je skang ni.. byk yg di pikir.. aritu aku begitu konfem nak mati! tp skang rasa so-so je.. tetiba byk pk itu ini..

rasa nak nanges..

people may see me as a tough woman but deep down in the deepest alley of my heart, i'm totally lost & melted.. Ya Allah berikan lah hamba-Mu ini petunjuk hidayah-Mu..